#4 For Good

I wanna ask you who is the most important person (s) in your life?
Perhaps, most of your answers are "Family" and most especially "God".

I too have the same answer as yours. I believe that people come and go into our lives for a reason. Many years have passed since the day I lost my mother. It was a very long time ago. I was still not a grown up girl. Imagine, I was only 8 years old when it happened. It was very hard and painful for me to accept and forget all the pains that I felt because I am the youngest and is really close to her. I am always with her wherever she goes. She taught me so much about everything for me to be a good person. She is like the best person that I've ever had. Comforting, teaching, scolding, and of course loving is the things that my mother does for me. I admit that losing someone so close and special to you is really hard to accept. After that, our family just lost one member. As years gone by, I always remind myself that I will really do my very best to be a good person as ever and will really do well in my studies. I am thinking of doing all of these for my mother. I want to make her proud that even at an early age I was orphaned by my mother I can still be a good, successful and educated person even if without her presence and guidance. And that people around me can say that "Oh, they are really well mannered and educated sisters even if their mother is not there and her father is not always with them". Me and my sisters have gone through a many hardships in life, but despite of that we still conquer all the trials we have encountered. We promised to our selves and to our parents that we will really make them a proud parents. I know our mother have always been so proud to us. I know she really is. She would even be more proud if we can achieve our goals and finish studies.

In that few years, I haven't felt something creepy at all. Even seeing my mother in my dreams. I would rather don't want to experience that kind of thing. I always pray to the Lord that I don't want to experience it. But many have said that people whom you have lost will still communicate with you. For now, I can't still say that dead still communicate to us.